Hollow.

stereotypes.

contradictions.

never pick sides, never pick between two.

if times dont work, and they just keep getting worse, just please dont lose faith in the good.
^^^(these words are from my favorite songs that i can relate to. thus a big thanks to vampire weekends, "i think ur a contra" and "california english" tracks off the CONTRA album.

GRONLANDIC EDIT by Of Montreal

(The surrealists were just)

Nihilists with good imaginations

I am satisfied

Hiding in our friend's apartment

Only leaving once a day

To buy some groceries

Daylight, I'm so absent minded

Nighttime meeting new anxieties

So am I erasing myself?

Hope I'm not erasing myself

I guess it would be nice to give my heart to a god

But which one, which one do I choose?

All the churches fill with losers, psycho or confused

I just want to hold the divine in mind

And forget all of the beauty's wasted

Let's fall back to earth and do something pleasant

We fell back to earth like gravity's bitches

(Physics makes us all its bitches)

I guess it would be nice to help in your escape

From patterns your parents designed

All the party people dancing for the indie star

But he's the worst faker by far

But in the set, I forget all of the beauty's wasted

I guess it would be nice

Show me that things can be nice

I guess it would be nice

Show me that things can be nice

You've got my back in the city

You've got my back, because I don't want to panic

You've got my back in the city

You've got my back, because I don't want to panic

*******yet again this is another song that speaks my mind clearly.
it is an epiphany on my change of heart towards religion(s) and the way society presents things to me.

"old people are like the only thing that keep me believing sometimes"

adults suck.sometimes atleast. buttt, they give ome on point advice. and usually say things that will definitely benefit your life for the good or tell you about the bad. basically that life experience/elderly wisdom. tis well worth heeding those words too. even if it doesnt occur or connect with your life right away, eventuallt their right.

so going with the flow epiphany of not "thinking about multi tasking" and life in a way i guess.without "thinking" just acting and naturally doing your routines is better. by naturally "going along with the flow" (meaning, to just be at a simple ease of mind and being happy without stressing out to any and every little negative thing/circumstance/situation/"bad karma" that comes your way or occurs during your day. if everyone could just stop being so complicated and complex, and straight up be easy going ... life would be easy.its not that i think, just chill and go with whatever judgements of course to function during the day, but seriously be calm and cool and not soo stressed all the time and shit will just work out. see this as optimistic

Your Daily Horoscope: February 10, 2010

Gemini

May. 21 - Jun 20 (Wrong Sign?)

Today begins a period very favorable for making calls, sending documents and doing business related to travel, Gemini. It is also related to doing research or taking action to implement your long-range plans. If you need to submit applications for permits, licenses and the like, this is also a favorable day for you: don't wait until the weekend. You may find that it is hard to connect with professional contacts or resource people today: expect to do some rescheduling today. Keep a close watch on your message system, and don't ignore calls you don't recognize.

memories from senior yr.
HHS's step team-shades of you and cold beast
('07)