to cope.

rainy days-amplive

(Thom)
When im at the pearly gates
this will be on my video tape
my video tape
(x2)

(Del)
Flashlights report the lies
just like life flash before your eyes
touch right through to the soul
illusions exposed right here
on a real
in a theater of real occurence
youre in a box with the top popped open
like the soldiers in the trojan
unexpected, one direction
cant go both ways
thats what the pope say
every note played in your soundtrack
is based around fact
how you get down and act
the end of the cinema
into the darkness
the usher escort you to your fortune
morphin into the final solution
might be gruesome
dependin on your contribution
your vision is clear and translucent
witnissin your own video revolution

When I'm at the pearly gates
This will be on my video tape
my video tape

iPictures movin fast
quicktime format more than i ask
the big time transmit the past
and there's a glass
here on the real
in the theater of real appearance
im in a place where the space
makes wait for wars
like obi-wan and vader
played for a private screenin
ive been dreamin
that's what my mind thinks
all my hijinx broadcast
in this track with my issues
and whatever script i choose
sound is magnified, amplified
forcin the subject
discoverin a new adjustment
somethin for my understandin
and might be expandin
dependin on the programmin
i spy my ways of abandon
witnissin my own parade on the planet

When I'm at the pearly gates
this will be on my video tape
my video tape
(x2)

"He stuck his head in the future where they sing his art... Where the wild card will be crowned the king of hearts"

-cage

copeland

The Day I Lost My Voice (The Suitcase Song) Lyrics

It's sure as the floor 'neath my toes
And somehow not surprised
That I was superimposed, somehow in this life
And if my friends and my foes would just drop me a line, it'd be nice.

You see love is a drink that goes straight to my head
And time is a lover and I'm caught in her stare
And the sentiment there follows me straight to my bed through the night

I've got my life in a suitcase,
I'm ready to run, run, run away..
I've got no time, 'cause I'm always trying to run, run, run away
'Cause everyday in here feels like it's only a game.
I've got my life in a suitcase, a suitcase, a suitcase...

What could be an anchor here, with a storm on the rise,
When you never meant to see so clear, when smoke gets in your eyes
And the men in the moon never makes his replies
Understood

I've got my life in a suitcase,
I'm ready to run, run, run away..
I've got no time, 'cause I'm always trying to run, run, run away
'Cause everyday in here feels like it's only a game.
I've got my life in a suitcase, a suitcase, a suitcase...

For a moment I was one man and the world made sense
For a moment in this storm made of consequence

I've got my life in a suitcase,
I'm ready to run, run, run away..
I've got no time, 'cause I'm always trying to run, run, run away
'Cause everyday in here feels like it's only a game.
I've got my life in a suitcase, a suitcase, a suitcase...

what do i know though?here i go again with my talks. they probably dont even make sense to you all.

everything that i have realised up till now, will it help me further my spiritual journey so i may be on the right path?

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	The card on the far right represents the object being viewed, be it an idea, relationship, or the self.Page of Swords: The essence of air behaving as earth, such as a steady wind: The approach of an unexpected challenge, to be met with clear thought and just action. A person filled with an eager appetite for all matters of mind and logic. The gathering of information through unfaltering vigilance, careful examination, and subtle spycraft. The use of reason or eloquent speech to penetrate the veil of confusion and cut to the heart of the matter.
	The card second from the right represents the physical vision: how the object is seen at a base or mechanical level. Four of Pentacles (Power): Cleaving to earthly power in the desperate fear that it will be lost. Making yourself an obstacle to progress due to lack of originality and a desperate fear of change. Believing that security and identity are based primarily on the possession of material things. Coveting things and people. Living in a cloud of suspicion and prejudice.
	The card in the middle represents the mental vision: the object personified and seen through a humanized perspective. Eight of Swords (Interference): Chagrin at the unforeseen consequences of prior decisions. Criticism, censure, and the imposition of external restrictions. Confusion leading to powerlessness. Inability to focus on the crux of a problem and free oneself from a difficult situation. Being hamstrung by a past failure or humiliation.
	The card second from the left represents the emotional vision: how passions and values are creatively stimulated by the mental vision. Ace of Swords: The seed of victory - perhaps as yet unseen. A challenge to be met and solved through the invocation of force. An opportunity to bring reason and intelligence to bear in the pursuit of justice and truth. An excessive power that must not be abused. May suggest new ideas or information that can reveal a solution to the problem at hand.
	The card on the far left represents the fourfold or mystical vision: still viewing through the previous three, we now add a spiritual element, revealing unseen aspects of the object. Two of Cups (Love): The perfect harmony of union, in romance, friendship, or business. A deep and palpable connection radiating joy and contentment. A great concordance or pledge of fidelity. The joining of male and female interpreted in the broadest sense. The sanctification of the natural through that which exists on a higher plane. May indicate the meeting of a kindred soul, marriage, engagement, merger, or partnership.