12th may.

will being in herndon help me get closer to God?
(while i was asking this, i was listening to rebelution-safe and sound..then as i proceeded to read the future influence kid cudis-i hear them calling came on in my playlist,which is on random. safe and sound was number 76 and i hear them calling was 41.(oh and the hierophant is my birth tarot card)

daily card:
The Nine of Wands
Tension is surrounding you as you complete this path. Fulfillment of journey's purpose, but perhaps you are plagued with uncertainty. Feelings of need to defend oneself and one's opinions. What inspired you to do what you did? Time to put last piece into place to complete cycle. Everything is ready to be settled. Almost time to reap reward and relax

Your Recent Past

Five of Swords Reversed
Feeling that you are standing alone in the fight. Others no longer support the same cause. Us vs. them mentality. Gain of friendship and camaraderie. Time to concentrate on yourself and your own goals. Selfishness. Others' concerns no longer your cause. A power play is at work. Boastful. You are trying to raise yourself up in others' eyes only to look a fool. Stop asking for others' approval.

Your Current Situation

Queen of Swords
A woman that considers only the absolute truth of a situation without regard to mitigating circumstances. A quick and decisive woman. Someone able to understand the hidden motives behind others' thinking. A candid and frank person, sometimes at the expense of others' feelings. A funny and irreverent sort of woman that makes others laugh. You may not always agree with this woman, but her wisdom is absolute.

Your Future Influences

The Hierophant
Teachings and teachers coming into one's life. Possible marriage or partnership. Blending of two opposing points of view into one harmonious venture. Partnership in business. Possible new contracts. Traditions. Universal laws and traditions. Spiritual authority or counsel is needed. Seek esoteric meanings from events surrounding one. Servitude to a higher purpose or authority. Desire to perform good works. Divine wisdom. Blessings coming into focus. A benevolent authority figure that can be trusted for their counsel.

fortune cookie:

Much more grows in the garden than that which is planted there.

SWING TREE-discovery                           LISTEN TO IT!and the rest of their LP as well.

(Rostam) If I was a boy at sea
I would be swinging from a broken tree
I would be down on my back looking up at stars at night
and if I could get back to reach to reach the saltiest of evergreens
You know that I would turn back just to fight the whites of iron eyes

When I hear that wind and I think of Spring
Underneath an open window a carved out sign and
often I would fight with my mind

(Wes) Saltwater brine where you hung your crown
When you washed your eyes in last night's tea
I thought you might come out from the dream to find that

(Rostam) Underneath the pine grew a patch of thyme
that I burned for six days in the sun
'til I heard the distant sound of drums

(Wes) Oh the queen had come and the King had died
and my forehead burned but I closed my eyes
and my forehead burned but I closed my eyes

((Rostam) Before I go I've got to run, down the street to the market cove where I could
find six seeds to bring back to the yard and plant underneath the birch tree
No white skies or red sunlight
In the saltwater brine
My forehead burned but I closed my eyes)

Whoa. Now you've got to go.

If I was a boy... 

CARBY-discovery

Girls all around the world

Tellin' me that everything I've done's my fault

And it's possible they're right

Cause I spend every night 

Waiting by the phone and more than this

They say my skirt's too low

Never let me go

Finally I feel all right

Cause I only got to try

Only close my eyes

And maybe I can see the light

But, wait

Oh, it's much too late

Oh, and I cannot be walking home

Until I've found my love

Oh, the other girls are driven home

So, where's the freedom in the disco

If you're all alone

Boys all around the world

I know that they hurt

But never really felt before

And it's possible they might

Cause I spent every night

Blowing up my spot

And more than this

My makeup's never right

Hoping for a fight

Walking towards the door

And if I scream

I wouldn't make a shout

Cause half the underground

Is kissing in the parking lot

So, wait

Oh, it's much too late

Oh, and I cannot be walking home

Until I've found my love

Oh, the other girls are driven home

So, where's the freedom in the disco

If you're all alone

Wait

Oh, it's much too late

Oh, and I cannot be walking home

Until I've found my love

Oh, the other girls are driven home

So, where's the freedom in the disco

If you're all alone 

materialism. it brought us to where we are now. think about it carefully. whats really important. what are we missing. and what could we have learned if we didnt have it. what would it have been like if we learned the true way from the beginning. reality would have been truly real. 

see whereever human beings have been around, you see rectangles with straight lines, bc weve always tried to straighten things out. and so thats the very mark of our presence. idk why we do it,thats always been a puzzle to me.