23.

my friend joe sent me this.

http://pitchfork.com/news/39233-best-coast-rostam-from-vampire-weekend-kid-cudi-team-up/

--its a great heads up!im pretty excited and i wish it would already leakkk.

listen to these peeps.

http://www.myspace.com/bestycoasty

--there called best coast.i like it

fortune cookie:

Don't ask, don't say. Everything lies in silence.

i wonder what ppl think of the things i write about sometimes and well apparently ppl think i do some brainwashing talk, some ppl think ive gone as far as to have brainwashed kara too. haha. i mean idk if youd call it brainwashing or just being real. plus why the hell would i want to brainwash kara and be happy with someone like that in my life?honestly that would even be the on the list to have crossed my mind. and stop with the racial jokes, their so wack to look at sometimes bc most of the time they dont even refer to me. im not arab or indian and whatever. i understand if its confusing to ppl that i was able to "get with" kara too. i mean i didnt see it coming either at that point in my life to be perfectly real. im just about tired of all this wishy washy dilly dally whatnot from folks. time to go back to the old motto.mwhah. so ive also opened my formspring back up so holler at that if you got anything to say.
http://www.formspring.me/farsiddiqui

are gnome friend.

buggin out feat consequence and kid cudi.this is kinda old but im tryna rep it again real quick.

http://www.mediafire.com/?vtkm3wt1aao

"the media casts its shadow on what really matters in the world"

"to live is the constant motion of the heart"

damn it felt good to play soccer today!ah its been awhile and i think im going to make it an everyday thing. plus i mean with the world cup happening now and everything too, whynot right?puts me in the mood. 





this picture makes me think about a lot! for example when a whale jumps out of the ocean as high as it can, what is its dream?what is it trying to reach for?do you think that if it knew about how humans could get so close to stars, would its dreams of touching the sky change?haha just a thought.i mean im sure nobody really cares about what other animals think, probably dont even think that animals think about those kinds of things at all. whatever though i bet they do..haha




the big u by the blow. its an awesome song..i think its definitely referring to God lols


"I must admit

I've been a little bit afraid of your relationship

with the universe.

I know that you,

you love him best,

I can see the way he lights you up.

I can feel him pounding there in your chest.



I know, one day,

your love story with him will surely take you away,

and I'll cry.

Yeah.

But I'll do it in the way I heard my therapist say

"It's not just sad, it just feels"



I'm not immune to all the fears that float in my atmosphere

"Am I awful?" "Will I, I end up alone?"

I can fall, feel a claw in the night.

I'll spend a week or two controlled by the phone.



I know, one day,

I'll watch the universe come up and ask me out on a date

and I'll say "Yeah".

And we'll get into his car and we'll go all the way,

there's no reason not to.



Big one! I thought that I was being generous sharing you with him

Big one! You're not mine to share

Big one! I can see, it will always be you and the big U.

Big one! I'd consider myself lucky to be let in on your threesome."