29th.

Independence may be on your mind today, Gemini. It may be a difficult process for you, because dependencies are really hard to break, and when they are accepted as part of the prevailing culture, getting beyond them is almost impossible. You may have to practice going forward with your plan by taking baby steps at first, or by working things out so that you don't have to throw out the baby with the bathwater in order to consummate your business plans. Don't be so afraid of making mistakes or having to struggle that you begin to think giving up is better than moving forward.

Tuesday, June 29 Three of Cups Return of old friends. Deep friendships and romantic attachments are possible. Pregnancy or new member of the family. A celebration. Happiness and light. Be happy in this moment and enjoy life. No worries in sight. Gatherings and focus on family and friends. Positive energies surrounding you and those around you. A person in love with two people at the same time.

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should i get baptized?

Your Recent Past

The Hierophant
Teachings and teachers coming into one's life. Possible marriage or partnership. Blending of two opposing points of view into one harmonious venture. Partnership in business. Possible new contracts. Traditions. Universal laws and traditions. Spiritual authority or counsel is needed. Seek esoteric meanings from events surrounding one. Servitude to a higher purpose or authority. Desire to perform good works. Divine wisdom. Blessings coming into focus. A benevolent authority figure that can be trusted for their counsel.

Your Current Situation

Four of Cups Reversed
Structures in disarray. Desire to break out of strictures of previously defined role in work or relationships. Someone is holding back how they really feel. Not wanting to hurt others by telling the truth. Unexpressed desires. Willing to try new things. Openness to new ideas and ways of doing things. Breakdown of status quo. Someone has broken the boundaries of a relationship or contract.

Your Future Influences

Page of Wands
Learning and travel. An industrious young man full of ideas for new projects and enterprise. Youth given to action. Enthusiasm for the new. Fiery energy for the latest thing. An intelligent youthful boy. A young person full of energy that needs an outlet for his ideas. Creativity that needs focusing. A self-indulgent young person. Vigor and vitality.

so this tarot card reading is scarily accurate. or at least ominous. the recent path talks about how kara has shown me more about Christianity. i used to very skeptical bc i was born into a islam so naturally i was taught to only follw that religion and no others. but as i grew up i learned to become more open minded towards anothers religion and to the religions themselves. only after, did i start becoming much more happier with life and learning that i was truly arrogant in my past. the funny part is islam tells us to be respectful to others religions..but the problem is even though the religion told us that, the ppl who practiced and preached the teachings were not as reinforcing about it. they told us that we should be respectful but when it came to outside conversations and not repeating the memorized words from the quran, the feelings towards other religions were looked down upon. ive learned that it was not the religion that was at fault, but the ppl who teach us about the religion and the ppl who are practicing it that were absurd. i honestly want to get closer to god and i believe all the religions speak the same thing, the problem is they all wanted to be seperate and distinct from one another. i wont go into that talk too much. but the hierophant is my birth card and it speaks the truth about the ppl in my life and my very mindset. now the current situation is very true bc it backs up everything i just said. ever since i could remember, i wanted to know the meaning to things i was taught about islam, not just bc the quran told me to follow it and not just bc my family told me to believe in it. my question to everything was why? the structure was something i didnt know anything about, so why blindly follow? my parents would be heartbroken if they found out though. but the current situation talks about my contracts with them being shaky. the card couldnt have fit my current life any better. finally the future influences sound amazing. idk what is to come but it sounds like that if i was to go through with baptizism, id learn a few more things about God. i just do not want to bound to one religion, i believe in Jesus, just like the muslims do(maybe not in the same context,but that is what i meant earlier about the religions wanting to be different from one another). scrutinize my beliefs the way you want but i know im on the right path for my life. idk what will happen unless i take steps forward and always worry about the outcomes and circumstances. i need to trust and have faith in the good even if times dont work. 

this is a quote off my friends fb(props kori):

"If you lean too Right.....you're making the same mistakes as the people leaning too far Left."

karas status from the other day:

"I'm tired of living in a virtual world. what happened the postal service, real life protests, photo album books, coffee table talk, and visiting hours?"

WHITE SKY by VAMPIRE WEEKEND:

Then it's your business

A modern piece of glasswork

Down on the corner that

You walk each day in passing

The elderly sales clerk

With eyes full of suspicion

The whole corporation's giving it permission

The little stairway

A little bit of carpet

A pair of mirrors that

Are facing one another

Out in both directions

A thousand little Julias

That come together

In the middle of Manhattan

You waited since lunch

It all comes at once

Around the corner

The house that modern art built

I ask for modern art

To keep it out the closet

The people who might own it

The sins of pride and envy

And on the second floor

The Richard Serra Skate Park

Waited since lunch

It all comes at once

Along the park walk

Ask all of our questions

While all the horses

Race taxis in the winter

Look up at the buildings

Imagine who might live there

Imagining you're walking

On a bowl upon the sing there

You waited since lunch

It all comes at once

ODDSAC TRAILER,animal collectives movie and also by danny perez:

"All too often loud events and daily busyness cloud your vision of God. Take some time to slow down; let there be silence, let there be peace. Calm your mind and let your inner voice re-emerge from the silence. Allow yourself to see visions, allow yourself to dream dreams; and you may hear the voice of God reaching out to you. "