JUNE 7

* its a beautiful day and the day of my birth. only thing thats keeping it from being perfect is not being with kara!
* thank you all friends who wished me a happy birthday as well. much love back to guys

oh i watched avatar again today. what a great movie, i love it bc it talks so much shit towards the present concepts of today.haha.

eastern mysticism. look into it. google it and see what comes up, i havent personally googled to see what comes up to be honest, but ive been reading this book called "the new religion" by jacob needleman. its really good. basically everything that i would like to teach/open others eyes up to so ppl can have a better open mind to these kinds of "talks" and depending how you look at it, "issues" as well.

spirituality has definitely been lost for awhile now, but their are those who have become more conscious about spiritualism. their are many questions ppl ask themselves everyday about the world and about themselves. you speculate your own being and its purpose on the planet. what is life? who am i? dont deny that youve never once wondered. when you look up into the sky, what do you think about? for me, many things go through my mind when i do, for example, "woooow! im so small compared to the world..man, even the sky itself..well shit in that case compared to the universe im smaller than an atom.."haha yauup, no joke i think about those on top of other things of course. i also think about God. who made us? who created everything? but when i think of those questions its clearly God. even if their is science, it can go only but so far to answer questions. when did we become some arrogant to thinking we as humans can come up with reasons to justify that there is always a "logical" answer for everything. and even saying the word logical is ironic bc God is logic as well. im not going to challenge him by thinking i can come up with an answer for everything, especially the "unseen". you know what confuses me, why do ppl only believe in what they say? you cant see God but you can believe in him? oh dont worry i didnt forget about you all out there who dont believe in God. i really dont have an answer or brilliant dis against your haterness. and yes thats not a word but you get it. i mean when you fantasize for crazy shit like having special powers, psychic abilities(which i think is possible only after humans learn to use the other 90 percent of our brains), why else are you wondering about those kinds of things? i think our imaginations chase things like that bc its possible somehow and somewhere. i also believe in "signs", or "omens" if you dont get what  mean by signs. they can be good and bad but God is definitely sending his own little messages to everyone. and there not in the form of your everyday idea of what you percieve and believe a sign looks like. itll happen and its up to you whether how you take it. if your sleep walking then your not going to see it in the way he intended it to, but if your conscious of him and the fact that hes watching everything you do then you just might. im not saying i can "see" god but i for sure see his messages to me. i think he has a sense of humor to be honest. with that im done ranting, mainly bc i forgot what else i wanted to talk about..fudge. but tomorrow is another day for more words and all sorts of ephiphanies.
till next time.
-far