“There are no failures - just experiences and your reactions to them.”


"the crashing of the waves is the sound of our lives as they change; growing stronger in the storm, & gentler when our worlds become calm..."-karas status again.lols. i agree with this but the only diffeerence is its in the wind for me right now haha. 


mias new album is out. called maya. get it listen to it.







good day at the secret spot,haha.







WHIPLASH and its interrpret of what it means to me:


"as i rise through the trees a feeling fills my heart, as it struck through my knees i could feel unbound form the star,the pressure is all coming really close to me and until i let it go itll keep coming like that. its whiplash, its whatsupposed to do. subjecting most my fears some thoughts will be gone, controlling the ones that used to disappear presumming one was lost."--these are the ones that ring the most in my head =) basically it means i need to go with the flow of thing, getting so worked up was never my thing. i started to get annoyed of things bc i started to feel as if i was aloud to get angry or something, a stereotype played into my mind. then i realized of course its going to happen if i act that way and give up on my real core values. i needed to learn how to block that out of my mind. it was like a voice that overpowered me each time. then the econd half just makes me feel like ive lost the certain things and memories i charished. i changed into what i feared the most basically.kinda lame i know. but ive been able to grow from it. i can explain it better in words hahaha




see where i bolded temple of solomon, well while studying for my european hist mid term, i looked down and saw my bible that kara got me and how it  has my name even written on it. freaking cool. well  i feel very peaceful right now you know, but i am thinking of some bs but that bs is there and i just want to hear from that person, but ive been forgotten anyways, i randomly opened up the bible and landed on the SONG OF SOLOMON 7:1- SONG OF SOLOMON 7:13.lmao right, fucking solomon is apparently in my life along with the high priestess(i was waiting for something like this)


-expressions of praise

Monday, July 19 Four of Swords A time of repose and solitude. Get away from everything and take a vacation for your mind and spirit. Your body is exhausted as you have been trying to do too much. Time to stop and think about where you are headed in life. A time of stability. Relaxation. Your body needs to heal before you continue. Listen to what you inner voice is telling you. Your Recent Past Strength Strength and fortitude. From energy follows thought and action. Power that is respected. Quiet control of oneself and others. Need to bring strength from deep within and continue on in face of adversity. Strength of mind as well as body is needed. Difficult tasks ahead. Focus on all goals at once. Control of all resources at one's disposal. Ability to do what is needed when time is right. Knowing oneself and one's gifts as well as one's weaknesses. Your Current Situation The High Priestess Feminine wisdom encompassing three stages of the life cycle, Maiden, Mother, Crone. Wisdom that considers all things, all religions, all viewpoints. Openness to the world view without judgment. Divine truth. The letters B and J represent two columns, one black (Boaz), one white (Jachin), in the Temple of Solomon � the wisest man of his time. Nothing is completely black or white. All things must be considered equally. A strong and wise female presence. Trust in intuition or gut feelings. Your Future Influences Eight of Swords Reversed A feeling that someone has captured you and you cannot get free. Someone is holding something over your head and you can't see the way out. Powerlessness. Waiting for someone to rescue you from a situation. Desiring to play the role of the victim instead of taking responsibility for yourself. Trapped. Too many obstacles in the way, you have decided to do nothing. Lack of direction. do you expect from me what i expect from you or do you expect of me as i expect from you. -tricky kinda right?this is whats on my mind as of 9:56pm. shit man idk, the mind is such a beautifully secret and seclude place for only your eyes, but it can also be the one place you dont want to be. ever felt like that? fucking JABBAWOCKEEZ, man i miss this show i think it was only good the first 2 seasons. jabbowockeez deleted clip from step up 2. this is by far my most fav. goddailymsg: On this day, God wants you to know  ... that there is no need to obsess over a decision. God has more in store for us then we can ever predict, and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best, because our hidden aspirations know better where we are going than our rational minds.