18th.

took nice hot bath this morning and im feeling refreshed even though my feet are dragging on the sidewalk.haha. i wish i was on that island summer grind. id be at such a perfect peace. naturally id need some of my favorite ppl all there tooo. then itd be bomb for sure. but hey all id like to make an apology, but before i do, i say sorry a lot and im sorry about that. sometimes thats the only way i can reveal my true feelings about a situation. so im sorry for being far. last night was not a good day mentally for me lols. shit happens though so what can you do right. i think i should stop being so sensitive all the time. too many ppl take advantage of it and sap my energy. i have noticed that every since summer has started, ive been being tested left and right up and down northeast southwest etc etc. shit happens though like i said. it only makes you stronger. failures or mistakes and in general all negative things that play in someones life should all be looked at as signs of growth, humans are always learning right? temperance is all that is needed to make a sound soul possible. there no need to stress, it just ends up keeping you down too much. im just trying to get higher and ever closer. somehow i feel ok.lols. its a revolution. for now i shall be waiting for the others. you know i also sometimes wonder whether ppl realise that they are only leaving me dry and so ill ask them kindly, to make your way.we all fall through.

fortune cookie of the day:

Do not mistake temptation for opportunity. --this is ironic bc all day and yesterday ive been thinking of the word temperance again.. http://www.edgarcayce.org/ are library again http://obviousmag.org/en/archives/2009/07/the_bible_seen_from_outer_space.html check this out.