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girls all around the world telling me that everything ive done before, its possible their right bc i stand by the phone. this is a line from carby by discovery. it took me a while to understand it but it makes sense to me now, or at least this is how i perceive it. for every single rejection for every single judgment made before getting to know the book for every single superficial stereotype made, ive grown stronger. the thing is i forgot that for a while though as well. its bullshit how one day you think you know that who you are as of that very moment is who you are for the rest of your life. as soon as you get comfortable with that thought your feet will be knocked out from right underneath. my advice is be careful. you are your own worst enemy. what goes between you and your mind/soul/body is a fight only you can win. there can be no outside help. there can be comforting and encouraging words so look to those as far as getting help, but just remember that what you go through no matter the headache you can only learn from. so apply it. being at a peace of mind is very now for me. it never used to be like that. way too much knowledge can actually harm you when you start not trying to evolve with that knowledge. what i mean is you cant just learn and absorb, without applying directly to your own soul. my problem was that i kept thinking my past self was always going to continue on being the way it is,but the mistake i made was i got sooo comfortable with that thought, i ended up changing into what i feared without even realising. man its effing wacksause. but slowly my self is recovering. being alone just does not fit my cup of tea.

http://starslingeruk.bandcamp.com/
listen to this-star slinger
FORREALS it sounds kinda like..old school hip hop


The saucy debut beat tape from Manchester producer Star Slinger. Sampling everything from child-fronted reggae to soul to 80's rock.




heres some animal collective remixes(not by them but by someone named pantha du prince)
-i like it, its very soothing, but im not sure what song of animal collectives he remixed..









-heres another remix of his, this one is of peacebone by animal collective..i really like this one haha. its funky.









so i know everyones heard of full metal alchemist. well awhile ago they made a remake on the series but making it longer than 20 something episodes this time. it explains everythin more indepth too with the plot and whatnot. i love it.too bad america doesnt have this out and im actually glad they dont. go back to your childhood real quick if youve watched this before haha.